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Here's what I want, I want for me:
1. waking up next to a person who smiles at me: not to the world or the new day but to me ;
2. total and unconditional support, because they are the smartest person in the world [yes, I've just won a contest], but I need it;
3. being with a person who, at least occasionally, feel the need to hug me and touch me;
4. sleep peacefully with that person, knowing that during the night, his arm will come to save me from the cold, by all sorts of cold
5. I can say and do anything without feeling awkward, naive, desperate or out of place;
6. do all my choices, even the most important, with peace of mind knowing that person to share and, if necessary, I will wait for as long as you require;
7. give up certain opportunities, including the most important, because the bond that binds me to that person is a priority, outside and above my life [and is not so because I like love stories overwhelming: it is so because constraints do not hold true on nothing but the commitment, the will and the inclination to compromise]
8. be part of a compact team that does not require standing outside, but is in itself its reason to exist;
9. save myself and my team-mate, every day, even giving him reason and preparing a meal;
10. feel different, unique, not because they are good at something, not because I have beautiful eyes, not because they are predisposed liability to emotional because I am and in the combination of parts that makes this person me, I am different and unique and my uniqueness my teammate should be proud [to be brave enough to be proud of]
11. have a child, only one, and know a priori that in one way or another, his eyes move me;
12. finding a balance, in the midst of chaos, and yet definitely a balance others;
13. begin to see concrete results that are not destined to eternal damnation;
14. I know you, once and for all;
15. never come to my damn point of no return, what makes me drastically, with you never come with you, take me to the point where the physical disgust and the urgent need of unbridgeable distance.
No, it is an "inside or outside." Of course not. But I fear that one day it will be.
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